everybody's partying and we're all studying

It's Paskuhan night tonight. and I am studying neuro Ana, just finished and Failed another Biochem Exam (kelan ba ako aasenso sa Biochem?), and two tests in Physiology...

It's the season when the air smells like Honey Glazed Ham, where the departments have Xmas Parties, and me getting drunk every night.

Change. One thing I have to deal with this year. and a lot of them did change.

sometimes i find myself desperately catching up, and self pitying because of all the major C R A P that's been happening. I clinged so much to my past lifestyle and what do i get in return? bad grades.

sometimes i wish this would all just disappear. the pressure. the pain. the depression... but nothing worthwhile comes easy.

and because of that, i appreciated parties more.
i appreciated weekends more.
and i appreciated coffee a lot more.

maybe that's the way with life... it never stops. once you get into a plateau of hapiness and contenment that everything is doing fine with your life, life gives you more... life shakes you, so that you give life more of what you're made of.. of what you're really made of. and you'll end up a better person right after.

so right now, I guess the Era of Paskuhan is over for me. Though i did stay and watched the fireworks and got the free food and showed our Newbies how Paskuhan is spent at UST, and then, one Jeepney ride later, here i am... Uploading the USB full of the BRAIN, the Cerebellum, the Cerebrum and all.

Life has to move on.

Everybody's Partying, and We're all Studying Neuroana.