i said i would do a lot when this break comes.
im sleeping 12 hours each day. im like a Polar Bear, waiting for my turn to use the PC, and when my Brothers or Sister bugs me that it's their time to use the PC, i unviolently sit on the sofa, and then.. without noticing it, im asleep again. demn.
so, whenever im not sleeping, and not using the PC, im just... thinking.... and thinking... and thinking too much...
about this life... the family, the subsec,the big-egoed self, and the grades. napanaginipan ko pa nga si Ma'am Co-Huy eh...sobrang kakaisip.
and i'm always not myself when i wake up. lagi akong ganun, ampangit ng feeling. i dont know what's wrong with my hormones na kung umaga, ampangit ng pakiramdam ko. eh yung 12 hours na to ay hindi straight, tig 4 hours ito. so, nafifeel ko yung pangit na feeling na yun three times a day.
i dont know what else to do. i need someone to talk to.
crap. another worthless blog. haha.
at least you have a blog to go with it... hahahahaha... i wanted to do some writing this break myself... but i'm dried off my creative juices. i feel sorry for myself. hahahahaha
ReplyDeleteoo nga. we need an outlet... kesa mag-aral diba? kwank. hahaha
ReplyDeletegrabe na yan karl :p
ReplyDeletemaybe you should sit back and listen to "YOUR PLAYLISY" kuia karl *wink*
ReplyDeletei know. anlala no? geez :P
ReplyDeletenyahahaha oo nga eh... acually ganun nga gnagwa ko ang i end up falling asleep again. wahahaha :P thanks nga uli dun :)
ReplyDeleteI'm not a very religious person... but maybe praying would help. hehe. As for the falling asleep frequently problem siguro um... go out? prang away from the bed or sofa... hehehe like mall (halatang lakwatsera. hahahaha).
ReplyDeleteWALANG PERAAAA!!! hahaha anghirap ng walang baon. hehehe :)
ReplyDeletekarl!!! tokwa hypersomatic kana hehehe... ang toxic na tao tulog ang outlet heheheh at sa dreams daw ba mafmanifest ang source ng tension? whether past or present tension yan, cool coping mec!!! di bale ikaw ang polar bear na nagmemed!!! heheheh
ReplyDeletenosebleed! jargon! haha
ReplyDeletehehehehehe hypersomia kabaliktaran ng insomia.. heheheh either of the two is normally done when is under stress... hehehe!!! mas maganada ang magtutulog pagnastress heheh di kasi masyadong halatang stress!!! sorry for the psych terms.. nalimutan kong di ka psych nung undergrad... hehehehe di bale ikaw ang pinakacommendable polar bear sa med heheheh
ReplyDeleteooh. whoa.
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